WOAH! Blast from the past!

I can't believe ate patti caught that pose… after almost 3 friggin' years, this is the first time i saw this stupid photo! waaaah astig! ^_^

>A<

Oh friggin’ well.

For all its worth, i still think Blake should've won. I mean, i get it. The judge in me did see the difference between his and Jordin's performance. It's just that, i stopped buying the "This is a singing competition…" BS after Melinda got booted off.

Oh well… cheers to another "singer". I just hope Blake gets his beat-boxing ass, in all its beautiful glory, and make it big in the music industry.

*sigh* I was really hoping for a different kind of idol this year. -_-

>A<

Struggling with the Struggle.

And so, today marked the end of all the lingering. One struggle down.

Two more to go.

I have yet to endure many days of holding back, holding in, and holding up. This is the way… this is MY way. And i know that. I have to stick to this and i have to do this for myself. No matter how hard it will be, in time, this move will make things better. And that's what matters most, what tomorrow this will bring me… me, and my friend.

And struggle number two… well, let's just call it: "that effin' .004" :c

kill me. T_T

>A<

Sunburn… i love it! :p

You never want anything good to end… you always want things like that to last forever. But then again you realize, nothing lasts forever; not life, not love and definitely not college. c:

Bataan was supposed to be our "Last Outing" before we go into the real world. It was also the first time we went on an outing NOT as students, but as graduates. Although it seems harsh to think about it as possibly the last time we would ever be together like that, for all we know, it may just be that. Ofcourse we're going to see each other still, but not like that, not in a big group… not like in Bataan.

And so i thank all my college friends for making that trip possible, especially hersh who planned it all. ^_^ Thank you all so much for making all those four years bearable and as memorable as can be for me. After all we've been through, you guys never failed to make me laugh and make me feel like there's still something to look forward to out there. i11, i12, p10, ppuff, DA boys, Yosi boys, Becon Boys, Sessionistas — i can never tell you enough just how much i love you all. DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME OKAY?! :c

Carpe Diem my dear friends. I'll see you guys soon. c:

>A<

Don’t hold your breath.

I gave myself those four days… and i told myself whatever happens there will show me how to end it. And so, things happened. And this, this is the end.

Adios.

>A<

I can feel the pressure.

Currently frustrated and miserable. -_-

We'll be leaving for Bataan tomorrow [well, later] at noon.

Sana wasakin nila ako sa kalasingan dun. Kailangan.

>A<

Of losses and gains part IV.

The list goes on. :c

My bosconian berks lost a friend the other night in a car accident. Aeo said the car fell off a cliff… the two in front died and one of the girls on the backseat was left paralized. Again, i extend my condolences to all of you.

>A<

Being grown up’s not half as fun.

See, now, i graduated last saturday. Unfortunately though, prior engagements prevented me from being able to post as soon as i could. :p

+ Grad dinner with the folks.
+ Aeo's grad party. [got home at 4:30 am :p]
+ Q.ave trauma after aeo's party. [takte kayo kapow! hahah]

+ Service at 9am.
+ Laguna at 3pm.
+ Caught up with Cis' Grad Party at midnight.
+ Party Extension Road Trip @ The Fort. [got home at 5 am. :p]

*sigh* These are indeed the best days of our lives. :,c

>A<

And so it is.

We can officially be CALLED adults.

Other issues of selfishness and immaturity from one side of the family didn't keep my day from being great. I was with my friends [well… SOME of them. :c], i was wearing a pretty dress, and i was able to spend some quality time with MY FAMILY. Nothing can beat that. ^_-

I wasn't dedicated enough to get honors, but i think i have enough memories with the people i care for to make my whole college life worth all the sweat and grease. I wouldn't trade iAcademy for any other school because of the wonderful friends i was fortunate enough to meet here. I know that Bataan would possibly be one of the last times for all of us to be together like that. It'll be less once we all start working, but i am still hopeful that none of us will let LESS become NONE. Let's not forget each other okay? c:

HAPPY GRAD EVERYONE! Thanks for the memories. ^_^

>A<

Of losses and gains part III.

How nice… jaren and hana's mom were one room apart.

>A<