Poser Kart Driver.

It was my first time Karting, and honestly i didn't expect anything from it. See, i suck at driving. And the last time i was behind the wheel, eons ago, i nearly damaged someone else's car. I wasn't really ready to drive again. [Even if it was just a Kart.]

Want proof of my reluctance? Ask everyone who was watching from the sidelines… i sucked in the speed catergory. hahah i was too afraid to hit anything or fall over. :p But anywho, it was still a lot of fun. I enjoyed it A LOT. [thanks to Daddy Lance that is. heheh.]

Kart #33… i'm coming back for you. ^_^

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TOP DRAW-ing.

1 hour into the exam.

4 hours into the exam.

After 6 hours of drawing… NATAPOS DIN!

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Nowhere to go.

I haven't been updating the cyber world about my life lately… and to tell you the truth, i'm still stuck in the same place of indifference i was in over a week ago when i lost the urge to write anything. But yeah, just some bits:

- I've been hanging out with some of my SB lately. I love 'em to bits.
- I've also spent time with my dad during his stay here in the philippines.
- I've gained new friends during my drum lessons…
  […plus a crush on a twelve year old. :p]
- I've realized something about myself and what my mom wants for me.
- I bought season DVDs of my favorite tv shows… i'm totally addicted.
- I've been to another job-interview… no phone-call yet. :c
- I will be having an exam on tuesday for the chance to get into a
  company that may not need me.

- I just had my drum recital this morning… 'twus hella fun!
- Someone just brought uncertainty to my strong hopes of being in MY
  DREAM COMPANY. [seriously… fate plays me bad. :c]

- Happy Birthday to me! I just got an external hard drive…
  …its name is JOOPS. ^_^

There you have it. Lots of stuff have been going on. I'm kinda tired.

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WOAH! Blast from the past!

I can't believe ate patti caught that pose… after almost 3 friggin' years, this is the first time i saw this stupid photo! waaaah astig! ^_^

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Oh friggin’ well.

For all its worth, i still think Blake should've won. I mean, i get it. The judge in me did see the difference between his and Jordin's performance. It's just that, i stopped buying the "This is a singing competition…" BS after Melinda got booted off.

Oh well… cheers to another "singer". I just hope Blake gets his beat-boxing ass, in all its beautiful glory, and make it big in the music industry.

*sigh* I was really hoping for a different kind of idol this year. -_-

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Struggling with the Struggle.

And so, today marked the end of all the lingering. One struggle down.

Two more to go.

I have yet to endure many days of holding back, holding in, and holding up. This is the way… this is MY way. And i know that. I have to stick to this and i have to do this for myself. No matter how hard it will be, in time, this move will make things better. And that's what matters most, what tomorrow this will bring me… me, and my friend.

And struggle number two… well, let's just call it: "that effin' .004" :c

kill me. T_T

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Sunburn… i love it! :p

You never want anything good to end… you always want things like that to last forever. But then again you realize, nothing lasts forever; not life, not love and definitely not college. c:

Bataan was supposed to be our "Last Outing" before we go into the real world. It was also the first time we went on an outing NOT as students, but as graduates. Although it seems harsh to think about it as possibly the last time we would ever be together like that, for all we know, it may just be that. Ofcourse we're going to see each other still, but not like that, not in a big group… not like in Bataan.

And so i thank all my college friends for making that trip possible, especially hersh who planned it all. ^_^ Thank you all so much for making all those four years bearable and as memorable as can be for me. After all we've been through, you guys never failed to make me laugh and make me feel like there's still something to look forward to out there. i11, i12, p10, ppuff, DA boys, Yosi boys, Becon Boys, Sessionistas — i can never tell you enough just how much i love you all. DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME OKAY?! :c

Carpe Diem my dear friends. I'll see you guys soon. c:

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Don’t hold your breath.

I gave myself those four days… and i told myself whatever happens there will show me how to end it. And so, things happened. And this, this is the end.

Adios.

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I can feel the pressure.

Currently frustrated and miserable. -_-

We'll be leaving for Bataan tomorrow [well, later] at noon.

Sana wasakin nila ako sa kalasingan dun. Kailangan.

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Of losses and gains part IV.

The list goes on. :c

My bosconian berks lost a friend the other night in a car accident. Aeo said the car fell off a cliff… the two in front died and one of the girls on the backseat was left paralized. Again, i extend my condolences to all of you.

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